I've never quite been enough
I just don't know
It doesn't make sense
Why I feel so low

There is nothing to say
It won't help at all
My minds all wrapped up
In the best way to fall

There has never been a moment
When I felt alive
It's time that I go
Let's take a drive

Past broken homes
On memory lane
And painful recollections
I don't want to explain

Watch as the tears slide down
Let me throw it all away
Drown in my emotions
I have little left to say

There is no cure
For this kind of sadness
It's quite infectious
A debilitating madness

The time is slipping past
I'm squandering my youth
Deprave and indifferent
Enraged and uncouth

Depression slowly rotting me
Inside out, I wish it  would end
I can't stand to see
The disappointments I can't defend

Is it my fault
That I so selfishly sought
To protect my heart
For which I so desperately fought

Nothing ever changes
There's no point in fighting
It never gets better
Only god am I slighting

When the darkness pervades
As the sun sets tonight
I'll set my soul free
And set things right

I'll open my heart
Straight through the veins
Pour out my thoughts
In the form of bloodstains

Let the world find my worth
At the end of the day
When my cards are all played
There is no reason to stay

Dream of my love
Memorize my face
The form of my body
The lines your fingers won't trace

...ever again